Why Me? Always Me?

I Dunnoe whether i make a right choice to go for this course, been driving for almost one month and i been lagging behind all this while , Yst morning went for my 3rd driving assestment in a week and dammit fucking screw by the instructor (f#cking Mirror :( )

Then tio fuck all the way from haben start engine till drive finish come back he kpkb to my instructor (another f#cker ) then straight i go practice another 100 min and kenna f here f there.

It was juz horrible hell of a ride and a terrible day i ever had in my entire life !!!!!

Course is ending on tuesday but wtf i haven pass assement , haben go driving test and haben clock my islandwide... everyday i live in a fear whereby ppl will come and ask

"hey when u gonna pass ur test"

I also want to do well and pass all my test (dun i dun wan ok) i want to go back to unit asap nt to stay at this mentally stress environment .

What to do once step in is hard to get out ........